[February 1st 2022]
What I am currently writing feels empty. It feels unnecessary.
Don’t write for the sole purpose of the fame awaiting you. Write because that´s part of who you are. Because it is. Practice and be patient. Meet yourself here as often as you can. Because you can. See that laziness? Look at it, feel it, listen to what it says, and make it your friend. Try to understand it.
How to hear God´s voice? That´s my eternal question – isn´t it?
God, please talk to me.
To say what? Ask me a question. I am only here to answer whatever you want to know.
What´s the secret of life?
Ah! Good question. The secret of life. Is it even a secret? Who made it a secret? Not me at least. All your answers are all there, before you. Around you. Everywhere you look. There is no secret. There is no life secret. Life is just what you decide to make of it. Be it joyful, painful, whatever. You are your own master. Everything that is happening, you chose. There is no secret at all. Life, just like you, just like me, and just like everyone, is as open and transparent as clear water. Secrets are constructs. Power constructs. A battle between you and your imagination. A lost battle really because it´s not feeding anyone. Know that. Transparency, if any secret, would be the answer.
Honesty. Truth. Secrets are part of games, games you are free to play. But don’t call this God´s plan. They are your plan. You are the God of your life. They are your secrets, not the secret. There is no secret. Everything is in the open. No hiding.
Will you be a millionaire? You make your own answer out of it. You already know. You decide. You have all it takes to build up your future, your present. All you want is right there before you, à porter de main.
Can I talk to my father? Papa Soul. Can I talk to him?
Anytime you want. You can talk to him anytime. But I sense fear.
Why is that fear?
It seems like you are not so ready to hear him. You are scared of that connection. That connection with the other side. You are scared of it. Seat in the dark and see what happens for example. Go to nature and enjoy its quietness. In that space between you and the unknown, you have built up fear. A fear that is refraining you to connect with yourself. With the other side, with a such big part of you.
Pray, meditate. Call upon your angels. They are all here. Move past that fear and establish that connection for good. Again, life is exactly what you want it to be.
And right now, I sense your desire for control. You refuse to let things flow through you because you think you can do better than the essence that inhabits you. Well, that´s what you have been doing for the biggest part of your life. It has worked yes, but to what extent?
Mfiè y´a Enyiñ 